Just quickly...I have been reading this journal, and I am absolutely amazed at what a chronicle of a very bad period of my life this really is. I mean, my long term memory isn't what it used to be, and I'd forgotten a lot of the details. If I hadn't been keeping this then, I'd have no recollection of these events now--or ever again. So blog on, true believers. You never know when something you've forgotten was actually a major player in who you are today!